My mate came to visit on Monday for a bit after classes were over. You can say I was quite nervous about what would happen next. I settled in taking off my shoes and sweatshirt. Broddie just plopped down in the center of my bed all laid back. I sat on the edge gingerly kinda scared. We talked about general crap like asking if he was hungry... The my back started to hurt and I said well this is my bed may I ly on it he moved over a bit and pulled my collar down and I followed. We laid there in silence then after a little more conversation I noticed he was wiggling around. I asked him why he said he needed to control himself around me that he was excited. I stared at the ceiling for a while next to him then I look at his hands and well I desperately wanted to place my paws on them. But I refrained from doing so.
I broke the silence as he was wiggling around saying that he did love me and I told him to stop denying it. Then I explained I know his studies and other things are important and that the doesn't need to give me his full attention all the time. That I love him and understand. It took me a few minutes to explain it all and all what I just wrote was putting it in short. After I explained he turned away from me for about 7 seconds. Then suddenly he turned towards me and kissed me! It was like a symphony of love and passion. We ended up making out for quite some while I don't need to get into detail there haha!
Then I asked him if he would ever hurt me again. His answer still bothers me a bit. He said that he was human, but he was 95% sure he wouldn't hurt me again. Why can't he give me a 100%? That made me feel a bit bad, but it is a very large percentage. It is my wish that someday it will be one 100% like mine is for his. Forever will I be loyal for it is in my nature. Maybe someday he will be the same. But I love him so much my heart ached when he kissed me. It was pure joy, passion, and love. An explosion of affection so powerful that I cried happy tears during our embrace. Afterwards we just looked at each other lying together snuggling passionately with kisses in between.
You can say I feel amazing. Everything he did was amazing my greatest desire has come true! <3
Oh how I have plunged deep in love...
-Saysha Dragonsong Wolfe